Flutter-ShyIsShy123

But as I sit here, the brick wall you think you know me to be, I'm secretly drowning in a sea of emotions. All I ever asked of you was if you would listen. You decided to talk. I pretend to smile, to play and laugh , but inside there's a dying heart. Hiding in a dark black coat hiding its face, waiting to be crushed again.. The boy you see smiling laughing playing, isn't the boy who is hiding, crying, and dying. But we make up, we break up, It's always the same. I wish that I could stop this circle, of everlasting pain. As hard as it was, I smiled with her, I laughed with her, and when I got home, I cry myself to sleep becaus

I didn't want to admit it, it was easier to lie, And hide the hurt and emptiness, to smile instead of cry. There's a smile on my face, but I don't know why it's there, I put it on to satisfy all the people, that don't even care. Tired of trying, sick of crying, Yeah, I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying... When someone really loves you, they will never hurt you, And if they do, you can see it in their eyes that it hurts them too. Playing stupid games, trying break each other's hearts. Nobody wins and nobody's keeping score. Truth is, I just don't think I can do this anymore. I wish that we could turn this thing all around, back to

Hey...Um... I've been seeing a lot of cool profile that are really awesome... But I don't know how to do those things that are really cool. So, could you help me? Me and ~Zap-AppleJack (https://www.deviantart.com/zap-applejack) are new here, so I want to know how to do these things...